Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away…
Singing the first line in the lyrics made the whole song catchy enough for me to channel my emotions. Today it’s the year 2019, and I know nothing will always be the same.
All that I had in mind right now is that I miss the previous school year, and it seemed to me like it was yesterday. The second half of 2018 drove me to euphoria, and it has been a year after, but I felt it like it was just a day ago. Happiness made it infinite, but now it was time for another drama session of my life: a run-over of memories and sadness, alone.
Maybe, being in a new atmosphere was quite a big mistake. I had problems adjusting with their personality and everything, something I’m different from. They count my mistakes, but never my deeds that are supposed to be for their good. I kept asking myself, “What have I done? What was wrong about it?”
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday…
Honestly, it wasn’t my problem. I’ve had enough. Now, I am longing for the presence of my seniors to seek guidance and help amid this unexpected struggle.
I remained loyal to my old batch of classmates, so is everyone to their own. Yet, I continued with my battle-cry for my moving on, and for the unity and respect of my new team, which was already present in my previous year.
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away,
now it looks as though they’re here to stay.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
(Song recommendation by Erika Jane Roble)